6 WEEKS and on...

The morning sickness has started to kick in, well it started as soon as i found out i was pregnant!
Though do i really call it morning sickness?? I don't really get sick in the morning, i've only been vomiting after i eat, more towards the afternoon.

I get another scare this week. The sign of spotting really scares me!!!
Please !! Please!! i prey, Please don't let me loose this baby again!!!

After having a miscarriage at the end of last year, i've been sooo desperate to fall pregnant again.... but why did the spotting have to come back???
I took the weekend of work and rested in bed. Went for a checkup at the doctors and also at the chinese herbalist and found out everything is ok, although the chinese herbalist believes the babies heartbeat is a little weak.
He gave me a list of herbal stuff to drink, it's suppose to be very good for the baby and supposedly taken for the 1st 3-4 months of pregnancy.

How long did i take it for?? I lost count!!! :| not that i took alot, i lost count because i started to pour some down the drain!!! It just tasted soooo foul!! mum insisted i had to keep taking it until i pass 3 months, but trust me... it is sooo black, and sooo disgusting!!!
After only a couple of weeks on this thing, i started chucking up everytime i smelt it!!!
It was my excuse to stop taking it, and plus i'm feeling alot better and the spotting had stopped after two days already!

Mum would sooo kill me if she found out i poured alot down the drain!!!

So what was the spotting??? Implantation bleeding ! Well this time round it was, last time when i had the spotting followed by the miscarriage, i don't know what the cause of that was.

Anyways, I'm still pregnant!!!